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Monday, April 11, 2005

guess after that previous entry (crap) i feel much better. haha.
nthing has been going out right for me, i donno why, probably just me being overly sensitive. but still have to carry with my life no matter how.
i've been wanting to pay my respect to the late Mister MSJ and i want to do it like asap, like this sat?
anyone interested, please do gimme a call. btw, if you're a young sweet lady, please make sure its not 'that few days of the month' kk?
went back to the sembawang family service centre to visit our old friends with my dear horsey darling and nana. very fun and i'm beginning to become retrospective, yet again. haha.
abt that B.O.N.D family thing blah blah blah. but i just feel proud everytime i mention it. cos' its OUR HARD WORK alrights? =P
anyway, i'm sototally stressed up to see my tests schedules and i realise i really needa buck up now before its far too late. damn. i realise its just like a few more months to O's. godblessme.please*
and! i'm gonna take part in the 400m heats tml @YJC. for that pathetic one pt. obviously i'm not gonna win, but just go for that one pt. its gonna make a difference ok? don look down on me. haha.
*SOB. i got superly molested by that freak named FIFA and i'm not ever gonna forget that. one day, i'm gonna take revenge and molest her! wahahaha. and my sovery un-empathetic friend, huiwen did not empathise and sympatise with me. damn her. haha.
and i viewed MISS FIFA's blog and realised she has HIS pic. donno why i have that urge to tear again. i may act as if nthing had happen and talk to everyone as if HE was still with us, but everytime i think of HIM, tears will sorta like trickle down . Jiawen, if you ever read this, i just wanna let ya know, if you need someone to talk to, laugh with, cry with, and embarrass ourselves, theres ME. lets move forward together , of cos, not forgetting to miss him once in awhile. =)